Is Life A Mystery? Poem by Ma. Cristina Balsamo

I wish not to think that life is cruel
But reality will always be here
A reality that is forever attached
In my journey of life

At times I am contented
Sometimes I am worried
Often times I am confused
But many times I am wondering

I wonder how I ever lived
I wonder how I ever survived
I wonder how I would ever be
With this kind of personality in me

Is life really a mystery?
If it is, then let this mystery remain in me
Because I know for sure
Someday God will answer me