Indecisive Poem by Ms. JStar

I want what I want and now
Even when I am not sure how
Patience is something I am not good at
Impulsiveness is something I combat
I go with the flow of the moment
Loneliness has been an adjustment
In trying to find the perfect match
There are feelings that attach
Been back and forth a few times
To see which light shines
The brightest in realities eyes
Over and over I revise
In the end I just want something real
I want true love to reveal
But I don’t trust my decisions
Not sure if this is what I envisioned
Trying calm the apprehensive
And no longer be so indecisive