In His Lands Poem by Eman Awad

He told me he loves me,
and then he said goodbye.
In his heart he finds me,
but no more in a blink of an eye.
And how am i to understand,
some one who sees my heart as a game?
Too late that he owns my land,
and who do i have but my self to blame?
I spent days on my own,
crying over him and this insanity.
I realised i'm so alone,
and that i used to live in no gravity.
Flying in skies which aren't mine,
feeling for some one who never cared.
Never stood for any stop sign,
illusions with my self i've shared.
But still inside of me,
i know i love him so.
I don't care for what he didn't see,
i'm not that strong to let you go.
All are aganist my will,
and out of my hands.
To love him still,
and dwell forever in his lands..