Im Sorry Mom Poem by claudia Fernandez

Im Sorry Mom



There are many things that I've done to you that I shouldn't have,
Now it's time for me to say sorry.

Mom this is coming from the heart
this is the only way for me to get you to understand.

Since I was a little girl my life started changing.

I'm sorry for all the lies I've told
And for all the times I made you cry

I'm sorry for all of the fights I started with you
I'm sorry for the times I hit you.

I thought things would be easy going into adult hood
All the advice people gave me when I was younger i should of taken it.

Mom my whole life is falling apart
Every single day I pain

Let me tell you a little some you didn't know
I wish I could go back in time and be the daughter you and dad wanted.

Mom I wish you could have been there for me, I wish you could be here now
I'm pretty sure your laughing while reading this and you will throw this away in the trash

I got raped on January 18 2014, I yelled and scream and fought back
But nobody helped me, for months I asked myself why did it have to be me?

Do you know how much it hurt when people blamed me because I got raped?
My own brother blamed me for getting raped. So that's what I thought

Remember the time I called dad I begged for you to give me a place to live
I was more than a month pregnant, I wanted to have that baby.

I live with so much regret there is not a day that goes by that I dont think about my baby
Mom I killed my unborn child, your grandchild,

The day you kicked me out, reality kicked in.
Why did you have to make me grow up so early?

My whole future is ruined.
My dream job I will never get.

I may be free out here but I'm still a prisoner.
Any day I could end up in jail again.

Mom I'm full of sins, from drugs, to sex, the abortion, and plenty more.
I tried to better my self

Why do girls look up to me? Why do people say I'm strong?
If I cry every day, I can't take it.
There's too much sorrow

I been in 6 homes since march, now its July
One of my biggest fears is jumping to another home.
Now I live with my boyfriend and he makes me happy

Can't you tell that I'm not taking it good?
Why did you make me have to go through this?
I'm barely 17, I'm scared to be alone

I want to let you know that I'm ready to let go
I'm not mad at you anymore, just know that I love you.

Mom I'm sorry for all the hell I put all of you through.

Happy birthday mom, I hope I didn't ruin you day
I can't get close to you, you don't want to talk to me
This is the only way I could think of.

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