Im At Peace In A Better Place. Poem by Amy Kerswell

I'm at peace in a bueatiful place.
I'm in a nicer better place now.
It's far nicer than the life I left behind
Now I can be at peace with noone to hurt me.

I knew when I swallowed the pills that I'd be ok.
I don't no how but some how I just knew.
Prehaps it was a vision.
Or mabey someone decided to let me end my pain.

As your all there in the room crying.
Within the wake of my suicide.
I want you to remember the good times.
But also all the bad times I endured.
Then mabey you'll be able to understand.
My reasons for leaving.

As your sitting there crying and mourning my life.
I want this message to reach you.
If you didn't find the note.

Don't cry or be sad it's not your fualt.
Theres nothing you could of done.
Noone could reach or save me.
Blame need not lie with any of you.
It was my decision to make.

I'm so so sorry really I am.
My rollercoaster of emotions was too much to bare.

I hope you can try and understand now.
And come to terms with my decision.
Don't be angry or sad.
My love to you all.