Im Ashamed Poem by Alejandra Sanchez

im ashamed of da world
im ashamed of my parents
im ashamed of them for having a b*tch a** lil girl
im ashamed of the way i talk
im ashamed of the way i walk
im ashamed of the way i look
im ashamed of the way i cook
im ashamed of who i am
im ashamed of how i act
im ashamed of what ive done
im ashamed of how ive cut
im ashamed of the friends ive had
im ashamed of how they've made me mad
im ashamed of dissing my mother
im ashamed of doin dat for another
im ashamed of having to run from cops
im ashamed of being behind bars
im ashamed to know ive talked to strangers
who in da future became my drug dealers
im ashamed for breaking my parents heart
after dat everything started to fall apart
im ashamed of trying to overdose
im ashamed of hearing my mothers crying voice
im ashamed that ive been in a mental hospital
im ashamed dat ive been in juvenile hall
im ashamed of the life ive had
im ashamed because i threw my life away
im ashamed that i cant take that away
im ashamed of how stupid i am
for being the b*tch that i've been...DAMN!
im ashamed when people look at me
becuz i know they can see the dark beneath of me
becuz ive done nothing good but bad
im ashamed of being alive
im ashamed becuz i shouldve died