If She Only Knows Poem by Maria Sudibyo

If she only knows
Every night he murmurs in my pillow
Calling her name in his sleep
Asking why she never notices his feeling
If she only knows
She’s the only one in his dream
He’ll do anything, anything to please her
Anything to get her
She’s always cold, too proud to surrender
But he doesn’t care
She could break him, easily play his heart
But he can’t give up
He wants her, he only wants her to spend his life
Though there are so many other women
He needs her, in need to love her
To protect her, to make her smiles
If she only knows
She’s the only one in his mind
I see her shadow in his eyes
Every time he kisses me, every time he holds me
If she only knows
I’m always on his side, to comfort him
To say those lies
Someday she’ll know his feeling
She’ll know he always loves her, always waits for her
If she finally knows
I will end this game, I’ll release him, I’ll forget him
If she only knows
I always hate her