If Only You Knew Poem by malibongwe bobo

If u knew!
You yelled at me i made my self strong
While i knew dat am shattered inside
You told me that you don't care yet you still look up to me for help
If only you knew that i wet my pillow just for you every night
You made me your doormat while you tell me that am your wife
If only you knew that you are bruising my heart
You told me how useless am i to u but you always need my help
If only you knew that you caused hatred in my loving heart
I cried while you were smiling you left me in the dark not concern about the useless human like me
Until you realised that you really need me that life is not easy without me but it was too late for that because you made me an animal with no love and sympathy but cruel to be kind if only you knew you wouldn't continue....