If Only Love Could Hit Me Poem by Kristinahh KIMBER

Happiness so distant, cries so near
calling our your name as i sleep
dreaming of just a dream
loving off broken distant love
i am told many fall in love
holding hearts in the place where they stand alone
alone... waiting for the screams of others to break them
leaving them to suffer broken and unsatisfied
this distant love i hold so dear
is in the place my heart once beated
the questions of my mind thouroughly thorw out
ignoring the truth of my cries
believing the minds fooling qualities
why does love mean hurt when such a beauty of just a word
as if my heart can cry through my tears
wondering how a simple person can break you
break you, shatter you, hurt you but only on the inside
on the outside i just smile
believing nothing but a dream of love is wrong
shadowing the truth behing this eternal breath
i know how much he hurt me,
i can feel the broken heart
living as though never once did it beat