If I Choose To Be Happy... Poem by Crushed Bone

If I Choose To Be Happy...



If I choose to be happy. Would that make me happy? Or world that be a lie to myself? If I choose to be happy. Would things be better? Or would things be worser? If I choose to be happy. Would my friends see me now? Or would they think its a lie? If I choose to be happy. Would I feel pain? Or would I feel more sad? If I choose to be happy. Would my nightmares come again? Or would I cry? If I choose to be happy. Would that be the best thing to too? Or would that be the worse thing again? If I choose to be happy. Would you see me now? That its all a lie? If I choose to be happy. Would you all still care? Or would you all still be worryed? If I choose to be happy. Would you all be mad? Or would you all hate me? If I choose to be happy. Would you think? I'm in pain? If I choose to be happy. Would you get mad? That its all a pretend? If I choose to be happy. Would I still cry? Of pain and regret? If I choose to be happy. Would things be better? Or would I get worser? ...Would I ge crazy? Or just insane? Would I be trap? In a black hole? Would you save me? Or would you leave me? We're all a little, insane. Fear is only in our minds. But its taking over all the time. One day, i'm gonna forget. The good to worse....Don't deny the truth.50 thousand tears i'd cry. Maybe I will wake up for once. To forget all, and to forget you. Drowning in my pain. Scream, scream at me. I'm far away....I left. Everything behind. To start a new time. I'v gone alone. To find my way. To find myself. Once again...Die alone. I'v gone my own. Don't follower me. I'v be back, and everything will be alright.Once more.
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