Idk Yet Poem by Jeanette Matthews

I let the song play as it goes over and over in my mind
Bringing me back to the thought of what happened, making time rewind
Constantly saying I'm not going to cry, Im not going to share a tear'
When all the time in my heart I want you close I wish you were here
Eventhough you caused me such pain
I will never forget you, my feeling will always remain
Another day begins as this one leaves
You deep down in my heart is where it bleeds
The thought of you drives me crazy, the thought of you hurting me
But I got to be strong I got to figure out how am I going to face reality
I don't want too but I wouldnt care if I will be hurting for life
Because what is the use of life to me, the same as a marriage without a wife
And they wonder why I write all those sad love poems
Because I want people to know where I get my inspiration from
There's a million and one words I have to say
But I can't say them because you won't seem to go away