I Want To Die...... Poem by Shivani Yadav

I Want To Die......



I Want to be freed from every lie......
Crawling desires under creeping thoughts......
When they creak a silence breaks......
Silence somewhere deep in the soul......
So restful, peaceful as a whole......
That says to forego......
Somebody urges to let go......
But what? I do not know......
I feel here like a sinner......
A guilt of something or of my soul......
Deep inside someone cries......
Who is encased there? For whom I always try......
I smile, I laugh and I pretend a charming life......
But at the end, it's what I find......
A thick line that should get thinner......
Life or death one should be winner......
I want to die......
Wanna freed from life......
Life which is a lie......
A shining bubble, a beautiful illusion......
Or just a mess or a confusion......
An unpredictable dream or an unsolved riddle......
You just breath and on mesh of thoughts your desires creep......
Non-ending longings and non-ending urges......
Where you forget your soul and its basic needs......
Why I'm fetching my breaths......
When I just want to sleep......
So deep with amazing peace......
No lies, no worries, no plays and no games......
Just silence and dark only to keep......
And a small hole, from where a ray peeps......

Friday, July 13, 2012
Topic(s) of this poem: dark,death,deep,fantasy,sadness,social injustice,surrealism ,thoughts,rebel
COMMENTS OF THE POEM
Shihabudheen K J 10 August 2012

Life is an unsolved riddle, still a beautiful cherry mesmerising event.make the most of it dear poet.great.

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Vipins Puthooran 16 July 2012

Life-Live In Freely Everywhere// 'Tis not possible all the time but we try to make it to be happened so.... Good write! ! !

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Philosophical pessimism. Try reading my poems. Have a great time.

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