I Should Have Known Poem by Sara Panicali

I should have known
I just got off the phone
my heart is racing
my mind is gonig crazy
i can't think straight
I'm pacing back and forth
thinking what I should do
I know this cant go on

I know this was to come
I dont know why I bother to try
or why I listened
to all of his f****** lies

'I love you so much'
'I want to be with you so'
I should have known
he is no different
he is just like the rest

I know I should forgive him
and move on with my life
even then I know I cant
I cant see my life without

him in it
he still means the world to me
I dont know why I cant just let him go