I Saw Poem by Franz Of Lion

Ready for take off to start my day,
Without problems that will lead me astray.
Walking by the relaxing shore,
A myriad of stars that I just ignore.
Not wasting time on something obscure.
A wondrous sky that's full of stars,
A radiant one outshines the rest from afar.
A star of perfection
That grabbed my attention.
The longer I stare at its radiant glow,
Something inside of me started to grow.
Blinded by its ineffable beauty,
Never again have I felt so gloomy.
The first time I felt something strange,
Like a wild animal inside a cage.
yearning to break free before it's too late.
Will I continue,
Or just let it through?
Everyone emboldens me to go after it
Even though it will be too morbid.
Though I foresee the destined end,
I ignored it for I'm fully prepared.
Like a moth reaching for the light,
Knowing the end won't be so bright.
Ready to stitch my heart straightaway
Before it starts to decay.
Too young and too dumb to know what to do,
Doing ridiculous things without a clue.
I grew desperate as time passes,
And it's driving me into madness.
I got to tell her right away
What I wanted to say..
So here goes nothing,
I hope I don't end up cutting.
I never want her to leave
Without knowing what I feel...
I reached out to her in courage,
After that I felt afraid.
My unfortunate fate,
made me felt dismayed.
I can't withstand what I expected,
My sailing heart, now a sunken shipwreck.
Questioning the presence of my 'Friend',
Is He out there, or is it just a pretend?
Nobody would care to help me,
For I didn't want to say what I feel.
I cannot endure this severe pain,
It weakens me like hearing her name.
From the very start I knew that I'm doomed,
Please help me cauterize my wound.
Crying is like a calming lullaby,
A soothing song that helps me to sleep at night
If you could just fill my tank again,
There will be no problems with you till the end.