I Reminiced..And Missed Poem by krissi b'williams

when we were 2gether
i believed i could do so much better
then you..........
so i ended it, and didn't give a shyt
to say goodbye...to the old you and i
cause i believed i no longer thought
the love i sought
could ever be brought
so i ended it, and we were through
adios to me and you..........

but as time passed by, i began to ask myself why
certain nights, for no reason at all, i would cry
every now and again, i realized then
how very much i missed you
you were always my best friend
until like a fool, i put that to an end
i missed everything we'd ever been through
i started to reminisce more and more
and that's when i was really so sure
that it was so true
how i truly, really missed....you

that's when it seemed to begin
the feelings of dread, just shoot through
my heart and head
i began to read the poems and notes
that everyday when you and i were together
to prove our love was meant for 4ever
that you and i
had wrote....
and with laughs, despite the aftermath
of what Ive done
the tears in my eyes
speak volumes of my love

cant believe it took me so long
but yet I'm relieved that i know i was wrong
how stupid it was for me, to let you leave
the man who i truly believed in me
who with purity loved me, in blissful ecstasy
a man of strong passion, who loved me with unwavering compassion
a man of honesty and truth
and with quick moronic judgement, i said goodbye
and i may never know why? ? ? ?
as i reminisced, i really truly missed
you, all the happiness we lived through
all the memories were happy, never sad
all of our love was so good, never bad

a shock of dread, shot through my head
i recalled all our memories, of what we had
like i said, never sad, nor bad
you are the best Ive ever had.....
i can do, is with you...recall happy times, when you were mine
how can it be so...that i ever let you go
let you leave, and set you free...now i wish you here with me
Ive realized, a little to late
you, are my true,1 and only soul mate
we were destiny, and fate

as i reminisce, i know now what Ive missed
the forever destiny's kiss
so i write you this letter, to tell you and this world, that i will never
find anyone more better............
then you.........such unbearable sorrow, that I'm to live through
yesterday, today's, and all my 2morrows
as i will always reminisce...not about the past
but whats to be missed..the misery to last
as i recall all the memories, of you and me
its bittersweet, for them thoughts have become casualties
to a love dead...as a shock of dread, is shot into my heart n head
now that that's been said

A LITTLE TO LATE, IVE REALIZED YOUR MY SOULMATE
and i will never do any better, then you
as i place this out there 4 the world 2 see, what a fool i was for letting you leave, now I'm regretting our memories,
are long forgotten memories...of you and me
of a man i lay here reminiscing, of the man i am so missing
im full of dread, in my heart, and my head
TO THE LOVE I LET DIE, BY
STUPIDLY SAYING GOODBYE! ! ! ! ! 1