I Need Only You Poem by Tamisha Bellamy

It's a constant battle
Highs vs Lows
Expectancy vs Curiosity
Yes vs No
The lack of decisions with the lack of control
Their words 'someday', 'wait', and 'hold on' are as cheap as scrabble letters
People pull me from one direction to another
They would like me to trust their insights
Pinnochio invented lies
The livings hunts me and the dead wants me
Sometimes i feel so in-between
I ask myself why am i still living, because i am not really breathing?
They cheated me out of knowing exactly what unconditional love is
Should i give up searching?
I've had enough searching the world for love
I miss the touch of someone new
The one to take me home
It should have been you
I want it to be you - or am i a fool?
When i feel alone and i need someone of my own - i need only you