I Need A Savior Poem by Scarlet .....

I am my own problem
I am my only solution
I start to fix everything
but then
I become my own downfall
I am the one to blame
for my pain and suffering
I am my own attacker
I am my own support
but I am too much and not enough
I am too much of a problem for myself
and not enough support for myself
my thoughts are my problems
and my problems will be my downfall
my downfall is my pain and suffering
my pain and suffering is my fault
I have once again started to fix my problems
but before I reach that point where I need to be my own savior
the one thing I am not
I need to find a savior
otherwise
I will have but another downfall
which just means more pain and suffering
how long then will it take
for me to heal and start to fix my own problems again
I have never been able to fix them all
for once I fix a few more pop up
I can not be my own army against myself
I need help
I need to win this battle
before I lose this war