I'm Ready Poem by Laura arwen

It's easier to
believe in passions
in silence
In some occasions
I love cooking
because I have
the inspiration
I want to
live in my
silence and with
my rhythms
Sometimes I want
to be ready
of everything
I see the
oppression everywhere
Sometimes I become
so obsessive that
I don't think
with rationality
I think none
can understand me
I wait the
silence with anxiety
and happy desperation
I want to
control everything
Sometimes I want
to fall into
deep rest
In some moments
I'm not responsible
of my thoughts
and actions
I don't control
my life
It's easy to
believe at everything
and everybody
I'm here to
live a complicated
life
Sometimes I'm tired
to explain my
actions
I'm ready to
live alone in
the total silence
I need more
respect and trust
I'm ready to
build my own
work shop