I'M Not Sure...Right Now Poem by Leslie Neiwert

I'm not sure where I am hanging right now
When I believe that my love loves me
But my heart ached all last now
Felt as if I swung from a tree..
I'm not sure what to feel right now
The past haunting my feet with tears
Running me down through time
Pushing me againt my own mirrors...
I'm not sure why I am writing right now
Only to hope that someone would read
Lead me through these darkest dreams
Unto my heart that does already bleed...
I'm not sure when I will feel good right now
While ropes and vines tie me down
To leave me laying in the rain and
My heart still hurting on the ground...
I'm not sure who I am right now
Looking at myself inside and out
Who Am I and what can I be
Where is my love
And Why can't I See?
Questions upon questions to figure out How
How could I have died until right now...
I'm not sure...right now.