I'M In Search Poem by shaffras mahamoor

i'm in a search...
i recieved what i'm looking for...?
No...beloved,
idon't know
either what i'm in search...
or what i recieved;

so tell me, , , L O V E,
what did i search?

in the light and darkness
what did i search
motherly affection of your breasts

in the cold and wind
what did i search
warmeth to break the coldness

in the sacred house
what did i search
consolation and existance

in the gathered hands
what did i search
love which slipped

throughout the world
what did i search
laughter in the tear and sigh

when you and me fondling together
what did i search
where's the path of arrival and departure

while winking
what did i search
flame of expectation

while kneeling
what did i search
how to walk

while running and dancing
what did i search
the origin of this theatre

while eyes were closed
what did i search
myself within yourself

while inclining the ears
what did i search
news of the paradise

while digging the earth
what did i search
thyselves went in rain and wind

while bearing the thrown
what did i search
the end of the play

in the quivering lips
what did i search
the depth of the river of life

beside the future
what did i search
yesterday within the emptying today

in the silent sleep
what did i search
time and fate

in the centure of the earth
hat did i search
to whom thou the surface made

within the dust
what did i search
what is supposed to be the dust

on the top of everything
what did i search
flying merit of life

in the life retribution
what did i search
the wind of the departure which arrived in the water

in the centre of the universe
what did i search
from where to here, for what

within the lamp of fate
what did i search
the hidden meaning of darkness

within the taste of today
what did i search
dead yesterday and unborn tomorrow

within the wisemen
what did i search
the secret of me and the universe

in a dropp of tear
what did i search
the path of unstay

in the shout of life
what did i search
the cycle of returning to the dust

in the last sigh
what did i search
humanity of areal heart

throghout the life span
what did i search
sold song of thy soul

in me, ...myself
what did i search
you and thou.......

i'm in a search of you within me,
because its me that lying within you
T H I R U K K U R A L, B I B L E,
K O R A N, D H A M M A P A D A, ..
in whatever form,
we address it,
within my ignorance
now..
i'm ready to build the
P Y R A M I D O F T R U T H....
b'coz....
the you within M Y S E L F
and M E within
Y O U R S E L F
is the T H Y S E L F.....
within
Y O U & M E!