I Love You Still Poem by Kelli Weir

The worst thing is im not mad at you im mad at me
if I tried harder
If I talked more i wouldn't be here.
Im not mad at you because if you came back and asked I would say yes and we would be together again
because I still trust you more than I trust me.
I don't want to be friends I want to be more but if we have to be friends then forevermore,
but let it be know if you came back I would open my arms to you I would talk more I would take you back because even though you think you would hurt me again I know you wouldn't.
You would keep your feeling a secret from me so I could be happy but I wouldn't be happy.
I think the only way I could be happy is with you because there is not moving on from you. So please don't feel worthless because of this please don't cry because now my walls are higher but you are already inside them.
So if you want to come back please do even if im in a 'happy relationship' I deserve to know you still love me because I still love you
Please just talk to me
Even if we are never together again when im 90 I will think of you
Please don't cut or burn
Make my love heal you
I love you