I know what it means to be alone
These days it's all I know
And I wonder if it will reach an end.
It's not the way I used to breathe
With easiness and love
I can't call it living free
I think I'm dying in my mind.
My essence is caught, tangled and twisted tight
Can I make this house my home
When it's only a mess of sad strangers
Haunted with regret
Always putting on a show
I used to love putting on a show for the world
It's killing me in the most uncreative fashion.
I just want to sing my song
Run through the airwaves in harmony
Dance around this paradise world unchained
48 hours out of 7 days
The kindness of strangers ignites my soul
And sets my mind on fire
Then I am truly free.
48 hours.
To charge my battery, I need an overcharge
It is not always enough.
And I die, I think I've died
A thousand deaths
Have I been driven alive far more?
Sometimes I bleed the fairy dust that used to always run through my veins
But most days if I were to cut my skin, there would be nothingness
A hollowness, emptiness,
It came to a stop.
I never thought I'd be the kind of kid to say
I don't want to be alone,
But I'm lonely in the worst way.
I want to find my way home to me
I want to find my way home and stay.
nice write. lot of deep sentiments. I like the lines- I want to find my way home to me I want to find my way home and stay.
A hollowness, emptiness, It came to a stop. A heart felt poem with feelings of loneliness.In life pain and pleasure go hand in hand. One who bears pain gets pleasure. Well done Keep it up. Col Muhammad Khalid Khan
Sad but very powerful sentiments. Lonliness is a virus that attacks all of us any where any time of life. But it is short lived and one must fight it with all its might. You have expressed the emotion so well in this poem.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
Wow wonderful work here! You can truely feel your need from start to finish!