I Just Dont Understand. Poem by Melissa Ramey

I love you more than my life.
I know your love is true; so I don't have to think twice.
i look back on all the times we had together..
you'd make the sun shine, no matter the weather
you fought and fought until we were done...
no matter what your still my number one.
Your mom made it difficult for us to love.
She made me feel like a dying dove.
She made you set me free.
I dont care what happends I want you here with me.
Another day, another tear..
Its only been hours but it feels like years.
You were my first love...oh you know its true...
without seeing you my life feels like its through.
I have no aspects on living for anotherday.
But all I know if I had you back ill be more than okay.
Your mom....Shelia....
really done a number this time
I wanted to hurt her so bad...make her go blind.
I really hate when parents try to take control
no matter what Blake I will NEVER let go.
This all sounds like gibberish but its straight from the heart.
My life feels like its ending, now that were apart.
I knew my mom wouldnt agree...
For the simple fact is your 7 years older than me.
your mom keeps saying 'I dont want you to make a mistake'
but my world revolves around you blake.
You know my pain has been growing more and more everyday.
All i hear is 'its okay'
I want everyone to know Its not okay its never okay
My sunny skies yet again have faided to grey.
I dont know how to do it...
if i can make it with out you..
your smell knocks me to my knees..
wait for me, please oh please.
I dont know if i can move on.
My feelings, all of them are gone.
I miss you more than anything in the world.
Ive been crying so much i feel like im going to hearl.
Though we can't be together but
no matter what
Ill always be your beautiful angel.
I love you RICHARD BLAKE DURMIRE 3
Please don't ever forget me) :