I Forgot The Truth Poem by Ashleigh Gaffney

As I put the razor to my skin,
I feel the adrenalin,
The pain is a sudden rush to me
As the blood falls to the floor

I see my pain and worries disappearing
I hide my scars in fear of what you may be saying
But without you these scars will not exist

My love, my life, my reason
I sit here and bleed

My smiles, my tears
My heart tares more and more

You deny your love, I deny my pain
The pain I feel when your not by my side

Some call it love I call it suicide

The razor can only go to deep
A person can only bleed so much
But the pain never ends

My nights are cold, my arms are empty
The cuts cover up the pain
My smile covers up the hurt

As you walk along to blind to see my hurt
The days get harder
The nights never seem to end

I fake a smile and wipe my tears away
I forget the truth
For when I am with you it feels so right

Without you I find myself lost and confused
Broken and torn kiss my pain away
Wipe away my blood filled tears
I long for you to same me