I Feel Like Dying Poem by Brian Jefferson

I'm sitting here asking myself why
Why is it that I want to die
I hate my life and what I am
So I'm just thinking to myself how do I get out of this jam
I try to have faith
But my life is moving at a slow pace
I'm hoping I can gain some patience
Because I need some time to adapt to these changes
Yet I try to remain gracious
Even though I really can't take this
Constant feeling of despair
And the sudden urge to shed a tear
I'm really in search of that true friend
Who gets me and I get them
Does that person even exist
Or am I just making a false wish
Yes I still feel like dying
But no I'm not trying