I Don'T Wanna Die Young Poem by Savlo De Santos

I don't wanna die, not yet
don't wanna be some empty jerk
I don't wanna end like this
nor to gain a new regret

I know I haven't been one of the good
If I was bad, can hardly tell
but dear God the way I feel,
I think I might end up in hell

My greatest doubt, my greatest fear
cannot resist to face today
but since the hour seems so near
my hardest duty I shall obey

How did I fall, how did I miss
how did I, smart and proud like this,
could fail like them, could rush the things
and rip the page, our to do list

Why did we go, and make the leap?
couldn't we wait, till time was safe,
at the beginning of our trip
this we ignored we'd have to face.

Feel like crying, screaming, hiding
I feel like falling, like a stone
feel rejected, undisired
like this one who's troublesome

It is so hard to face what's coming
will be paiful I can tell
but I know I'm truly worried
'cause you feel like this as well.