I Don'T Know Poem by Gordon David

I just don’t know what to do with my health
It’s at times like this I need some wealth
I’m so fed up, browsing the web
I need my head up, staying in bed
I just haven’t got a clue
I just don’t know what to do

I wish I could up-sticks and walk away
But that would only hurt my family
All this anguish is burning me inside
Why can’t I go out, I’ve nothing to hide
I just don’t know what to do with my health
Life seems pointless to me, I’m not myself

Oh the things that I’d love to be able to do
Are they out of my reach, just like you.
I just can’t think what to do
I’m so empty inside, and that’s the truth
I wish that I could go back to my youth
Life was better, when I was fit
And I knew what to do with it

Though now I’m feeling so blue
Why should I tell this to all of you?
Sitting here feeling sorry for myself
Wondering what to do about my health
Is this the best life’s gonna be?
I can see the future for me
And It’s depressing what I see
I just don’t know………….
Should I just go?