I Can'T Believe... Poem by Deidra Rowe

I can't believe the hurt I feel
everytime I think about you.

Like something is being ripped
apart piece by piece untill it's gone.

I can't believe the hurt I feel
everytime I talk about you,

And I know I can't be
with you anymore.

I can't believe the happiness
I hear in your voice.

Like these are the happiest days
of your life.

I can't believe that you can't see,

The hurt I'm going through
for you.

I can't believe you talk
about her to me,

Even though you know how
it makes me feel to hear
you talk about her like that.

I can't believe you
led me to believe,

That you didn't like her
like that anymore.

I can't believe you didn't
realize how much you
would hurt me then,

By telling me things
you didn't mean.

I can't believe you
still can't see,
even now,

That you are hurting me now,
more than you could ever
physically hurt me.

I can't believe you
haven't realized,

That you are everything
to me and always will be.