I Bid You Adieu Poem by Dislocated Heart

Crimson black sky,
in theory,
those would be,
The Shades of you.
Indulged in such a delight,
with demented thoughts,
transforming into life.

You captivated me,
To the core of my soul,
drowned in your lust.
Hard to let go.

dangling feet,
strangled me breathless,
with no intent of,
Ever loving me.

In your darkest,
moments of no hope,
I stood near and dear.
protecting,
and loving you through fear.

Yet,
as I sat there,
reaching for you,
your hand yanked away,
the presences,
was no longer,
the love,
has failed.
To say you loved me,
only a fool would believe.

I fought,
I defended,
and I loved,
with every ounce,
fiber,
piece,
of this very soul..

As you,
tipped me over,
with a ball n' chain,
around my legs.
you watched me
choke,
drown in my own demise.

While you reload that very pistol..
with lips of ammo,
you fired into my chest.

do you feel high and mighty?
with the conniving acts you portrayed?
Perhaps it's the deceiving note,
you left by my side..
as you left me to disintegrate.

Speak not of the past,
for it is dead and gone.
call me the fool,
call me the naive,
for ever trying to love you.

Your words full of venom,
that haunts me nightly,
with all my wrongs,
spit upon me,
as you prance off,
gracefully into the sunset,
with your manipulative acts,
that puzzles me still.

Let's pull back the curtains,
perhaps a round of applause.
great performance,
as you doused yourself in,
roses and pedels,
for you are the master,
of deceit.

Kneeling for you,
with my heart once on a platter,
you sullied, the best parts of me.
as I crumble at your feet.
I am only ashes that you see.

for I was nothing..
while,
you were everything to me.