I Bet Upon My Loneliness Poem by laiba shams

The emptiness that I feel inside
Doesn't have words that I can describe
The loneliness I feel throughout
It was my fault without a doubt
im still alive but to him im dead
Of everything that we've ever said
I can't stand to live without him
All the time hes in my sight
Because I don't forget anything
Nothing’s alright
My heart says he cares
It says that he's able
When I was cutting myself
Shocks passed through my heart like a sorrow cable
I don't know how I'll feel today or tomorrow
‘Cause every other day is a day I feel sorrow
Some people are lucky
They get their hearts desire
While, I go through the days my hearts lit on fire….(People only rip your heart out if they don’t) have a heart of their own….
Green your eyes shine from deep inside
Look so fierce, metallic eyes
Translucent you seem with the look so granite
Brightest star in my sky,
Makes up the whole galaxy every night
Sharper then graphite led
Brighter then the highest gleam
The only thought in my head
The only one of whom I dream
Breathes not from the purest of air
Suffers not from the harshest of weather
Murders from nothing else but a flashing glare
Feels from nothing but the lightest feather.
Crimson the heart
Even though people cant see
Cant tell you apart
From the highest shores to the deepest of seas
Liquid gold flows from the rays your skin gives
Tender and cold, nature without you wouldn’t live
Words are spoken to express a thought
But when your galore is revealed,
It unleashes a lot.
Swifts your thought right through my head
Exploding through without a sound
No need to say like nothing yet said
No wonder below all the seven skies
Here is where your found
Dying will do, since nothing you deserve except this deed
Not a speck of your fault
I think I forgot to breath.
Like the flame that keeps me alive
Lightened my world with with a sky of fire
Wont ever burn away, at least that’s what I desire.
Blood through veins,
Like water though river
Keeps me going
Never to cold to shiver.
I accept what I get,
Thus your beauty is un natural,
Youll be once taken I bet
I bet upon the fire in my sky, If I shall……………………….