I Am Sorry For Loving You............ Poem by Blossom Mist

As I lay in my room, thinking on the befallen decree
The breeze ruffled my hair in a spree

I gazed up and saw the clouds gather in a rush
Everything became quiet, as if nature said hush

As the sky wore a heavy and dull black
I got reminded of what I lack

It was your love and only you
But you had left me without a clue

I wondered why and pulled my hair
You left me and never had a thought to spare

I cursed my fate and the luck that slid
You breathed your last before I did

I was told... the end would be soon
As quickly as the crescent becomes a new moon

I turned a blind eye and a deaf ear
I was elated with just you being near

But all now seems pale and wry
For now even my tears are dry

Oh! How much I wish this would reverse
For me not to love you sincerely as a verse

But I cant seem to help as I love you still
This will go only the day I become still

I lay shrouded in heavy blankets
My breathing could be heard in shallow snippets

Lying there I wondered why I was still breathing
Even though my heart had long stopped beating

I knew the reason why.....
To hold you for the last time and heartily cry

Alas, this is a wish gone waste
You sleep like a baby in your grave

But, my tombstone now has a message for you
Sweetheart! ! I am sorry for loving you.

With a hope that we meet in the after life
united for eternity as day and night! ! ! ! ! !