I Am Ready To Die Poem by TaBresha Bozeman

People may see me crazy, because I am ready to die
But I woke up one morning, and realized my life was a lie

My family was all backwords, girls in triple x T-shirts
And all the boys who called them men wore blouses and mini skirts

Friends were considered family, family wasn't there
Having to figure out morals on my own, life wasn't fair

You see why I say what I say? The reason I want to die
Now the tears that flooded my cheeks will then become dry

The pain I felt from all these years will soon disappear
Not worrying if i wake tomorrow, not dealing with the fear

Now the only one that listened, is the one that listened well
For only God himself and only he shall share this tale

I cant say I never sinned because I told a lie
From the trigger that killed many men is how I chose to die

I have never killed nor ever ment to use God's name in vain
But people say I lost my mind, 'look she's gone insane! '

So when you see my lifeless body, don't expect to hear 'why? '
I purposely made my bed, accepted my fleas, and this is why I must die