(hurt Poem) Broken Poem by Ace Of Black Hearts

Time stands still
Trying to break my will
Trying to steal what I don't feel
Agony
Catastrophe
Blasphemy
Insects crawling in me
A river pours through open doors
See a grown man cry
Hurt's you inside
But I think I'll survive
Through the lies
Through the tides
As long as I don't question why
I have a need to feel wanted
Loved
Hated
Slightly agitated
Anything to bring me back the real world
No fantasy
Nothing but reality for me
Even if the honesty kills me
So just tell me, your a loser who needs to get out of my life
Get away from me
Push and kick
Beat the hell out of my soul
Please don't be afraid to do so
I need to go
Again and again
You can't win against yourself
Especially if your right
Which feels so wrong
Such a misguided light
The candle burns into nothing
The dire flame has went out
Which brings all kinds of doubt
I absorb it
Manipulate it
Mold it
Into something so dangerous
That I'm losing my conscience
I could destroy the whole world
And not feel bad or sad
Does this make me crazy
Insanity is a plea to forgive me
So I can forgive you
Its so touch an go
A broken ego
Buried deep within huge drifts of snow
Which follows the wind as it blows