Hurt Poem by kira kira

Hurt is about what my Step grandfather did to me when i was little. i have nightmares about him all the time. even now years later. I wanted to forget i didn't want to feel the pain anymore. i can still feel his hands all over me. and because of what he did i have a hard time trusting people especially family members. it has been easier. ill never forget and always have trust issues but i know how to deal with it now. The nightmares come every once
in a while. those are probably the hardest nights. other than that i don't think about him all the time and i think its just made me a stronger person. My problem when i wrote this poem was that i let that memory overcome me. i let my life be controlled by it and the self
pity drove me to get myself in a
lot of situations like that one. I kept doing it too cuz i didn't learn the first time or the second so i eventually stopped caring about what happened to me. so things kept happening and i stopped feeling.