How Much Does She Mean? Poem by Dakota Ellerton

I don't understand
what this feeling is
do I love her
or is this just a fizz
she's my best friend
forever til the end
but do I want something more
I have to know soon,
before she walks out that door
If she died
I would cry
drown in my sorrow
then fall over and die
Some days I think
if she was with me
I wouldn't let her cry
I'd make sure she's happy
Things can't always be
which makes me so sad
not sure if this is love
or if I’m trying to recapture what I had