Hostage Poem by Laura arwen

It's embarrassing to
be an hostage
of my fear
I must control
my purchases even
if they are
comfortable
I fear everything
and everyone
The older I
get the more
I feel emotionally
fragile
Anxiety stops you
doing things because
it is an
emotion senseless
Sometimes the resignation
is a bad
thing
It hurts me
to think too
much
I need the
totally control of
the house
Often I dream
to live in
my own house
without working
I don't like
working because it
is a frenetic
activity
I'm an hostage
of my doubts
I'm a happy
hostage of my phobias
I'm not ready
for new sensations
There is nobody
like me because
I'm totally different
from other people
It's important for
me to be
totally isolated
I'm a happy
hostage of the
loneliness