Hope In Chaos Poem by Thirteen Tears

in this world of mine
everything is nonsense
i work for 20 hours
in return for 20 cents
i stay awake all night
in hope of pleasant dream
and all i get for it
i something to make me scream
right now
my head is spinning
and i can't help but feel
with life i am not winning
it spins me in a circle
100 feet in the air
then lets go to watch me fall
cause life doesn't care
that person's head is big
that person's clothes are mad
and i can not tell
if i'm really happy or just sad
tears fall upwards from my eyes
bullets flying towards me
i close my eyes and cover them
so i can clearly see
how do i get out
of this crazy messed up place
thats when i see a hope
thats when i see your face