Hidden Love Poem by Phurpa Wangdi

my heart for you have yearned
tell me and i will walk a thousand miles
i try hard not to remember
the first time you walked by me
for a forbidden love it has become.

i don't want to be here
for places i have to reach
i want to be with my love
loneliness chases me here
and still i am never there.

you say we are friends
and that we will always be
your aching words
hit my heart hard
my heart does but suffocate all day long.

with those glowing eyes on me
my heart gallops away
to a place i have never known
my heart skips a beat
my body is sodden with sweats.

my dreams
i wish it really came true
my dreams dream of you
but dreams are just dreams
and never comes true.

if love is a war
i fear not to become a soldier
i want to love you
but then you never get it
so i hide it deep.

hiding my love
venomous it has become
it hurts a lot
but still my love is caged
its a forbidden love.