Hear My Scarlet Scream Poem by Carli Gibson

Hurt myself again today, and no one sees the pain
It burrows on the inside, and rarely shows its face

Fabric hides the past I have,
Hidden tragedies, The aftermath

Will I be okay again?
Not positively sure

A Scarlet Scream, is released
Emotional pain, has been relieved

They are reminders
They are my poison

Theyre my temptations,
My torturous creations

Not a day goes by, I dont think of a life
When I had the strength, to resist the knife

Temptation runs me ragged
Longing to end the pain

I feel insane
I feel unsafe

An obscure light that seemed so far away
When the end was attempted, on that every day

Success was almost achieved
But pain was not relieved

The reasons for my attempt, are seen no less than plain
Memories of black and white, are racing through by brain

The Scarlet Scream from my tired, injured heart
Sick and tired of pain
Wishing I hadn’t thrown my life,
Down into the drain

Will anybody hear me?
Hear my Scarlet Scream?