Haunting Insecurites Poem by Jules Mcquistan

I was never good, you know
At Telling you how I felt
I am so used to hiding
In the Shell I let myself make

I'm so used to decorating the walls
a invisible flower camouflaged on the bricks
I passed through the halls
thankfully unnoticed, and honestly

I was awkward
I never spoke much,
rarely came out to play,
too frightened of my foolish self

But then I met you, and piece by piece
You broke down the walls I hid behind
I felt great, and happy to be free
When I was with you, I could talk

It was easy, falling in love
Dating you made me content
But it seems that I live a cursed life
for I lost you, to another girl

My trust is easily gained
And even easier to betray
So once again, I built up walls
Broken Hearted and shattered

I chose to use steel
And went back to the hiding
Unable to trust you,
Unable to trust a single soul

I know I should be strong,
but I'm broken, and I don't try
As for my Shattered heart
It will always hide.