Hate To Wait Poem by lovey ahuja

I hate that i have to wait for you
all thought it make me like you more.
it kind of makes me wonder,  
what am i waiting for?  
my heart starts pounding 
my eyes start to swell
you think that i dont notice
but its you that cannot tell
i ask for you answer
over and over again
i have so much to say 
but where do i begin
you try to avoid me 
you do it so well
hypnotized by thoughts of you
im under your spell
i cant stop thinking 
will you say yes
your driving me insane
im a total mess
am i even alive 
or invisable to you
i cant take this pain 
the pain you put me thru
should i just forget you
should i leave you be
you're standing in the hall
standing with out me
you talk as if im nothing 
or that this feeling isnt there
but you know what?  
to me
that isnt even fair
i could forget you
thought it seems impossible to me
if you give me a chance
maybe you would see
you are the rainbow
that brightens my day
though im alone 
i still feel this way. 
alone by day alone by night