Hard To Believe Poem by Army Girl

It's hard to trust
with all that's happened
it's hard to talk
cause I don't think you listen
I'd rather talk to someone who cares
look at us now
I am terrified of you now
scared you will hurt me again
or do something worse to me
how can I trust you
when you did that to me
made me scared of guys for life
that no guy would care or love me
or even let me have a baby
what is the point of being in love
when all you did was hurt me
you hit me, you raped me
I didn't have a choice
now I barely surrounded by guys
even talking or carrying on a conversation
and its all"THANKS" to you
you ruined my life, trust, respect, honesty
I really hope you change
but I doubt you would