Grant Me Love! Demon. Poem by Leylek D. Sovura

My eyes are deceiving me, i‘d wish,
everything will be good didn't you say?
Those nightmares will stop, will fly away?
Then, tell me, what is it that i see,
in the corner of my eye? I want to cry.

Angel on my shoulder,
Demon in my head,
God, are you having fun?
where am i? where should i run?


A thousand eyes focused at me,
impaling me with their stares,
deforming faces, melting faces, human faces,
i am so scared. Demon would you take over?
I wish my heart would be dead.
Angel, stop whispering lies in my head.

Burnt, lost, dumped, my heart crushed,
under the weight of you all.
Every bone broken, no muscle is moving, help me,
Demon take over and make me feel better, fix me.
End me.

Silence the Angel and make me laugh.
Let me enjoy your illusion, grant me love.