Goodbye Poem by Tammi Celina Lyons

Don't say goodbye if you don't really mean it.
When I said I loved you, I meant it.
Out of all the things I've said,
I wish I could take it back.
My heart is burned and crumbled
Like little pieces of ashes,
And no one told me how bad it
Was to be that heart broken.
I used to feel I was number 1,
But in the end I still lost the battle.
My eyes dull and pain of tears,
I used to cry so much
But now I see no evil.
My hands are cold like ice,
I feel like a dead body walking on this Earth.
Someone shoot me.
I feel like I'm worth nothing.
I met a new friend yesterday and I
Asked her if she can be my listener.
She listened to everything I had to say,
The ups and the downs,
She gave me advise.
But I noticed when I looked in the mirror
That it was my own reflection.
She told me I had to make things right,
To be positive that I'm doing the right thing.
She may be my reflection
But she told me the right things
Better than anyone else could.
The times I've said I love you,
I didn't mean it,
But ever since I've said it,
I really do love you with all my heart and hope to die.
My time is up,
I'm ready to fly,
Time goes on
But what's on the other side?
I'm not saying goodbye,
I'm saying I will always love you forever
And I will always be there for you til I die.