Gone But Not Forgotten Poem by Faithful Aggression

i didn't know how much payne that i'd actually face. i couldn't beleive your gone. i asked myself what im i going to do without you. ididn't understand how god can just have someone love you so much and then in a blink of a eye they are gone.I didn't understand why here and why now? i needed her more than you god. i still remember when she used to hold my hand and said everything will be alright. now i sit in silence knowning nothing is right. my whole world is ripped apart. now i understand death'it leaves a heartache no one can heal'. and no one knows how bad i fill.