Gone Poem by Chris Townsend

Thank you for the sensations, which reside deep in my heart,
Thank you for ripping me in two, for tearing me apart,
This step, which eludes my body now,
All these wretched feelings have gone sour,
A rainbow cascades into my minds eye,
As I recover from this life’s bitter twisted lie,
I know things can never be the same as I feel this hate,
I know all these moments stretched out, my meaningless relate,
Starting right now and from now on,
I know that my mind has finally gone,
Destiny holds a light for me to see my fate,
I don’t know, all this emotion, all this hate,
I thought we could be friends’ not bitter enemy,
Suddenly I notice, for once I can see,
The resolution to this problem to leave it alone,
To take this poor carcass spread it on the throne,
I stand on a threshold on a place I don’t want to be,
Why are you blind, why do you not want to see,
All the tangled webs of deceit take my throat,
I cant see the point in anger, I already have on my coat,
This door to an existence far from here,
As this pain it attacks a burning red roar to tear,