God Poem by Jay Press

God i don't want to see anymore
God i don't want to feel anymore
God are you there? are you hearing me?
Because God i don't want to Hear anymore

I never beleived in you
And in more then one way i still don't
But i'd like to know your listening

I'd like to know someone is there
Somebody else other then me is witnessing my own despair
Someone knows that potential in the world is being lost
I'd like to know someone cared
I'd like someone to know i was there

Things aint always worth living for
Life ain't always worth living for

But don't label me a depressed or suicidal

Just tell me. My Soul is real
But tell me this life isn't

God if you'v ever been there then be there now
Provide me with an escape
Atleast provide me with hope
Because no one else has

But at the end of this poem, I know only one thing
Im the only one here for me
Im the only one looking out for me
There is no god as far i can see
There is no god as far as I beleive