Glass Lover Poem by Maria Sudibyo

You thought that you have known all about me
But it is just reflection that I want you to see
Even though you take a look closer than this
I have so many colors to distract you
You say I'm too old to break over small thing
But it's only to hide the hole that gaping in my soul
I will laugh if someone say that my heart is made by glass
But every words you say to me could shatter it into thousand pieces
You say only a fragile who gives up
But once I fall apart I will never come back in whole
Maybe I will leave shards ready to bleed you dry
Or I just remain beautiful and useless in your forgotten shelf