Give Me A Name Poem by Dorian Melody

i was good i was bad this is me this is how i am supposed to be
i live my life and never give up i am loved and i love back my boyfriend calls me his hoshi (star) i smile i blush me gives me a good laugh here there every where no one knows this is how it always goes its a mystery is what they tell me die for this live for that my head is spinning out of control i am going down another dark whole this is just another day i hope i can find my phone cuz i feel all alone i got a notion i wish there was a potion to help me with this quotient.