Fwb Poem by Kelsea Osterman

I never thought you could hurt me.
I thought I closed the iron gates after the last one left.
But yet again you proved me wrong.
Ha silly me.
See I thought you wanted to just be friends.
And then we you said let's be 'Friends'.
I was like how can I pass up this chance.
It was a chance for me to prove to you I was better than
All of the other girls.
So we both agreed 'Just friends'
We also agreed 'No strings attached'
And see that's where made our first mistake.
Because, I have a dirty little secret.
See when I made that promise,
I broke it right away.
That's right I broke the golden rule.
Ya see I didn't just want to be friends.
I wanted strings to be attached.
I wanted there to be a you, a me, and an us.
Okay let me spell this out for you.
You plus me equals a relationship.
That's right say it with me, re-la-tion-ship.
You know boyfriend girlfriend kind of thing.
You hold my hand I giggle and laugh to all my girlfriends.
That's what I wanted from the very beginning.
A, you, plus a me equation.
But all you wanted was a
You, plus, me, equals, a good time in bed.
Which don't get me wrong was a good thing.
But it wasn't even for me.
And as we continued down this 'Friend' path.
I started to wonder.
Did you really like me at all?
Did you talk about me to your friends?
Do you smile when you get a text from me.
Cause I know I like you.
I like you a lot more than I should.
I do talk about you.
A lot.
And I smile every time my phone goes off,
Hoping it's from you.
And I get sad when it's not.
So I guess the main point of all this blabbering,
Is to tell you.
I don't want this
You plus me equals 'Friends'
Anymore.
What I really want is a,
You plus me equals a relationship.
So now that I've broken all the rules.
Let's go at it again.